That dream, even that smile

aka_pie @ 2008-02-10T22:16:00

2008-02-10T15:57:02Z

Today, I went out with my friend. I had dinner at Japanese restaurant. We talked a lot, about w-inds. , fangirls, Jpop, but we talked a lot about Keita and Ryohei. This year 's Ryohei 's, so my friend said he has changed such as haircut, he didn't used to use emo 's blog as much as before, etc ... she said that was the effect of Keita on Ryohei :P

I'm bored...so I think I 'll take it from sessha16

write down the numbers 3 till 11
write down the first name that comes up in you in number 3. The name of the person who is well-known to you
write down the first name that comes up in you in number 7. The name of the person who is well-known to you (a different person than number 3)
write down the first name that comes up in you in numer 4. The name of the person you like
write down the first name that comes up on you in number 5. The name of the person you're good with (a friend for example)
write down the first name that comes up in you in number 6. The name of the person you're good with (a friend)
write down the first line of a song/poem/lyric that comes up in you in number 8
write down the first line of a song/poem/lyric that comes up in you in number 9
write down the first line of a song/poem/lyric that comes up in you in number 10
write down the first line of a song/poem/lyric that comes up in you in number 11.

My answers:

3. Keita. He is the only I think of first.
4. Shunichi Miyamoto.
5. Keita... he 's a friend of my life (I can be happy when I think of him) and he 's Keita who 's my belove.
6. My dairy... I think it 's my dairy who I can share anything :P
7. If I could hate you, it would be so easy …I Know I Can’t Do (Dilemma)
8. I believe my wish will not come true. I understand even though I still wait for it (Yakusoku no kakera)
9. Can I cry as much as I want? The white snow falls and hides my tears.
10. I think I love you ( I think I love you)
11. But... I can't stop thinking about you. (Waiting for... (serenade of love)

and here's what it means....

3--> the name you've typed is the one you love
4--> is the one you're worried about the most
5--> the one who knows YOU the best
6--> the one who brings good luck to you
7--> the one you love, but you can't build a love relationship with
8--> this song fits the person's name you've typed in number 3
9--> this song fits the person's name you've typed in number 7
10-> this song fits your mood at this moment
11-> this song tells you how you look at your life

Tomorrow I 'll go out with some friends. I hope I will have a good day with my friends then I 'll get back normal life.

aka_pie @ 2008-01-31T19:11:00

2008-01-31T12:13:38Z

Ohh my cellphone ... you has gone away.
I lost my cellphone. And I don't know how I lost it .
Poor me -______-

aka_pie @ 2008-01-26T21:06:00

2008-01-26T14:09:58Z

I have a feeling that I saw you before
And we'll fall in love again
We must be future lovers, so are we

Far away, we'll be there

aka_pie @ 2008-01-25T15:03:00

2008-01-25T08:12:39Z

Keita chibi , Keita chibi 's hair.

His mom, his dad, his brother and sisters.

...and a hoover...

in his house...

what did they do with this hoover?

and with Keita chibi hair...? lolz

He tried escaping but he was caught by his mom.
....

Gosh! I wish I mistook wahahahah

aka_pie @ 2008-01-23T16:31:00

2008-01-23T09:36:23Z

Annoyed, surly, disappointed, mad, crazy, ... bad mood.

grruuu ......

That 's all.

That 's how I am now .

aka_pie @ 2008-01-16T16:32:00

2008-01-16T09:48:10Z

I don't know why I felt bored and too lazy recently.
Nothing was new. Boring.

I have just changed the time so tonight I have Japanese class...but to be honest I 'm really lazzyy =______=||. I know I will go to class, but I am unsure of my interest in class as usual lolz. Don't know why...*sigh*

Oh well, today it rain.

aka_pie @ 2008-01-12T08:35:00

2008-01-12T01:37:32Z

...

Silent and listening

and...nothing else.

aka_pie @ 2008-01-09T11:14:00

2008-01-09T05:10:52Z

It 's too bad, in my country the traffic 's super bad. The traffic jam 's too heavy and traffic jam are of daily occurrence on the streets. Too many cars, too many motorbikes, many bicycles, many buses, ... too many pedestrians, Gosh! The streets are too small. Buses are big. And most of people drove carelessly, Have you ever seen the disorder on Vietnamese streets?

Grruuu... this morning, I got up early. Today I had a follow-up examination after the surgery, I wanted to go the hospital early, and I didn't have breakfast. I knew I had to go soon, if I didn't I would be late because of the traffic jam. Finally, you know what... I was still late and I had just gone half of the street to the hospital.

Gosh!! too late. I thought I would go on but when I stopped at the crossroads, there was too many motorbikes, and buses. I didn't want go on anymore. I wanted to come back. I was really really hungry and annoyed. I had to phone my doctor and changed my follow-up examination tomorrow. That 's too annoying. I have wasted this morning T_____T

I wonder am I an unpersevering person?

By the way, I met a guy. He 's a young and inexperienced face hahahha, I was really laughable when I saw this guy. He asked me to help something. And when he asked I could see his embarrassment and he really looked ashamed XD.

Was he shy? He asked me in his low voice. That made me remember chibi Keita. Really. You guys might think so when you see this guys. I think he 's older than me...I am still laughing and think of Keita when I remember this guy XDDD. He really looked like chibi Keita *blush*. I swear XD
Hahhaa, tell the truth I wanna meet him again. I think I would be able to meet him. Maybe! I think so 'coz he live somewhere around my place ^^

*omg* Keita chibi - chibi Keita XDDD

aka_pie @ 2008-01-06T20:02:00

2008-01-06T13:10:39Z

Sometimes I thought of that...
I realized I am not different from them.

Sometimes I wonder why I used to say "you are the one" but I know you are not.
I can't understand how to realize what it is.

Sometimes you have to cheat yourself.
You are too strange and selfish. You said you didn't like others did that, said that but how about you? You are greedy, and you never care about what others need. You defy my feelings and defy others.

Oh well, who knows who cares..

aka_pie @ 2008-01-03T15:47:00

2008-01-03T09:05:53Z

I wanna write something before I have to prepare for dinner. I have to prepare it sooner because my mom will be busy tonight and I have a Japanese study tonight that 's the first day in new year. Moreover I have to stop off my aunt 's house, she had left the hospital few days ago and my mom send something to her.

Finally, Keita updated his blog this morning, and wished everyone had a happy new year XD. Don't worry Keita, I 'll support w-inds. in this year as well as before...maybe more than hehhe.

Tomorrow I will have a small surgery at Excimer Laser Center. After surgery I needn't wear near-sighted (short-sighted) glasses. Oh well, I'm a short-sighted person, and my eyes are short-sighted a bit serious . So, I have to prepare for this year, my mom said me that 's necessary. I hope everything 'll be fine.

By the way, I have to clean up my room too, it seems mess up hahhaha. But the first, I will prepare dinner for my family ^^

aka_pie @ 2008-01-01T22:08:00

2008-01-01T15:45:31Z

Yeah, today had many things. Tonight I went out, and had a dinner at Japanese restaurant. Today begin a new year - 2008, but I didn't like crowds, just wandering around city. But there were many motors, cars... so I wanted to come back sooner.

I bought a small cake. Recently I didn't know why I used to think I wanna eat a cake. On the way back, i bought a small cake. I wanna eat it alone so I chose small one. But when I came back home, I gave it to mom, and I didn't eat it. Hahha, can't understand why ^^!

Ahh, I wanna write more but I don't know how to use word to tell you guys. My English 's bad, I wanna practice my English, so I am really happy if you guys can correct my English. Onegaishimasu ^^

Ahh, I have to stop right now. I wanna watched some movies I have just borrowed. See you tomorrow. Bye

Chotto, I hope it isn't late

Happy new year, everyone.

aka_pie @ 2007-12-31T06:42:00

2007-12-31T00:16:05Z

I like this Keita stylist. Anyone knows where w-inds. perf was in those pics. I wanna know but I can't understand Chinese.
Keita ...*loved* XDDD

Source: windsryo

Today 's December 31, 2007... the last day of 2007.
This year, many plans haven't finished. But I have an important plan next year and I must do it. When I done I will tell you what I get.
This year, there were many things happened, one i wanna keep, one I want to forget. Oh well, who knows something 's waiting in 2008, at least I realize one thing I must do and you guys too. Next year, I hope everything will get better and something special will come to me.

aka_pie @ 2007-12-31T00:18:00

2007-12-30T17:24:11Z

Which layout I can shoose >__________________<
I change many times, but I am still not satisfied with it. Grruu...

Can't choose layout, colors , image... etc.

-EDIT-

Keita...ahh...uhmm... back hair ^^ . Keita 's black hair...kakkoii ne ♥

aka_pie @ 2007-12-30T06:44:00

2007-12-29T23:50:28Z

Ohhhh, gosh =______________=. I ' M SHOCKED

I know it 's too old. It is too longgg timmmeee. But I can't believed they could compare like that *omg*. It 's undue. They shouldn't compare a bad person with...

-_____________-

There 's nothing more to be said to others like them.

Poor you...

aka_pie @ 2007-12-27T21:44:00

2007-12-27T15:11:40Z

Uhm... I want to write something... but there 's nothing to tell =___=

Ahhhh, I 'm bored -__-

Do you see my layout ? I have change it again lolz... it isn't completed yet because I 'm lazy. Oh well, I will finish it as soon as possible.

Nah, wanna share with you some pics. They are from w_indsvn ^^

Yeah... I love them....especially puppies >______<
o___0 ...cat

By the way, I wanna eat something before go to bed ^___________^.

And watch TV.

Minasan, oyasumi ^^

aka_pie @ 2007-12-26T07:43:00

2007-12-26T00:45:33Z

From now on, I won't stay up too late. I 'll go to bed on time.
I need keep my health.

I should try my best.
I have to learn smile more.

I have to learn one word "do your best".
I 'll learn Japanese well.
I have to learn take care of myself.
...

And there 's many things I have to learn... I have to take full advantage of my chance.

Please wait for me...I'll come.

From now on, it gets normal. And I have to know, I have to understand what I want.

So...from now on, I need try ...

aka_pie @ 2007-12-25T17:03:00

2007-12-25T11:08:55Z

Just wanna say that I am killed.

I have just seen CAP DVD live tour 2007 ~Journey. Post by shinigamitabris

...and now I lose control . aaahhh... because of him...Keita.

aka_pie @ 2007-12-24T22:43:00

2007-12-24T15:46:31Z

Stay at home alone...and nothing to do.

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is...
You

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I don't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeers click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
Ooh baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is...
You

aka_pie @ 2007-12-23T23:20:00

2007-12-23T16:36:07Z

I hope you all have a happy Christmas with plenty of joys ♥Today, I had a small party at my aunt 's house ^^ It was exciting. This morning I went to my aunt 's house and helped her prepare for Christmas party. I met all my cousins and my aunts, my uncles... many kindreds. We had a big Christmas cake lolz and took some photos but I hid *gomen*
Tomorrow, I 'll go out . Go somewhere, I wanna pray for someone.

Uhmm.... this song...what i think of

aka_pie @ 2007-12-22T21:42:00

2007-12-22T15:00:15Z

Kya~ I 'm tired though I slept a lot today.

After all that, I felt better... but not much ^^. Someone helped me feel better. I met an old friend on yahoo.We chatted and talked many things. Then she asked me did I want to hear she sing? She recored 2 songs and sent it to me. Haha, it was funny, I couldn't stop laugh :D She 's an interesting girl, she 's very nice. Then I asked her about me. I asked her tell me what she thought of me, asked her how I am. She replied me seriously ne ^^.

Thanks for your cares, seijinakatsuki and sessha16

Christmas 's coming, around my house they are decorating X'mas trees, and illuminating for the Christmas Day. It' s really great ^___^. Now I am listening X'mas songs. Everyone feels excited, me too. Yeah, I can't wait >_______< .

Littile dreaming: I would be spend a sweet Christmas Eve with Keita, my super lover ♥ Cool ne ^^

By the way, it 's 2nd entry lolz

aka_pie @ 2007-12-22T07:59:00

2007-12-22T01:08:41Z

I want to be a rebel, I wanna rebel

You took me away, pushed me away.

When do you need me??? Why do you need me? Then you pushed me away again.
Why did I have to keep silent ? Why ?

Nobody listen to... please don't being excessive claims. You guys are the limit.

Please stop just thinking about yourself. You guys are just selfish. Have you ever looked at yourself and asked yourself ???

aka_pie @ 2007-12-20T08:47:00

2007-12-20T02:18:30Z

ただいま...

Yesterday I wasn't home ^_________^. I had to take care of my aunt in hospital. Whole time I was in hospital, I used to think he would update, I was sure for that. And I just came back for a while.

Oh well, I turned on my PC, and the first I checked his blog.....aaaaaaaahhhhh, I was right, he updated his blog this morning (04:05:55) >_______<. Oh, stayed up late again ! He said something like his birthday... I'm unsure hahaha, 'coz I saw the title "22", well i think i will wait for translation ^^. Ryuchi updated yesterday... 2 entries (m_m).
Lately, w-inds. and VF had many releases, poor me! How can I get all o__o

Happy birthday to Keita and Ryuchi ♪(*^ ・^)ノ⌒☆

2007-12-17T07:21:31Z

Best wishes for you... Keita ♡

I think i 'm late . (｡＞0＜｡) gomen ne
About 1A.M on 12/16/2007 I lit up 22 candles and sang "Happy birthday" to him ^^. I was very happy >___< . Then I listened to " 永遠の途中 " XD

Seijin... I think I couldn't decorate. It looked cursory . I don't like it, it 's the first time I made a cake >__< . I ate it , just it didn't look beautiful, but I think it 's a tasty cake. And Keita told me that I did my best. And I can do it better next time. He always smiled at me XD. I 'll make it better ^^

Ahha, special thax my Kasumi ^__^ ILU

Then I had a small b-day party for Keita and Ryuchi with other fangirls. There were only 5 of us celebrated b-day party ^^! ( kawaiisyaoran , w_indsvn , Midori, Fujime, and me) . At first, some ones was busy so they came later.
We bought a small cake and entered a small coffee house. There 's silent. We took some photos >__< and talked about w-inds. and others things. But w-inds. 's always the main topic ^^

After we had the cake we decided go out there, coz it wan't silent lolz. The sun wa burning hot yesterday . We walked kawaiisyaoran 's house. There were only 4 mems coz one of us was busy, she has a exam today , she wanted to prepare for it. So we said good-bye to her haha.

Ah, in kawaiisyaoran house, we watched live tour 2005 Ageha >__< though I was asleep but I didn't want to sleep ^^!
Ah, what should I tell you more...? Please sympathize with me, my bad English does show there >____<

Ah, some photos

B-day cake

Midori - Keita 's fan

w_indsvn and Fujime (Ryohei 's fans)

and kawaiisyaoran ...

Ahhh, sorry, she doesn't want me to show her pic >__<. If you want to see, please ask her first hehee. But I can tell you one thing she 's "kawaii" girl *runs and hide kawaiisyaoran *

And there 's me ...............

Hehee, gomen again.

Yesterday I thought Keita might updat his blog but he didn't 。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡ I wanna know how was his b-day (_ _。) .

Today, it 's Ryuchi 's b-day, let 's say

Ryuchi kun , we love you ♥♡
XD

aka_pie @ 2007-12-15T14:56:00

2007-12-15T08:03:36Z

Ah! I have to go out now, I was sitting here too long time. Today , many things haven't finished yet >____< They are waiting for me done =__=.

Now I'm very hungry and asleep. But I can't sleep lolz,

It's 3.00 PM. *busy* o_______0

but someone else help me ^_^, and said to me "ganbatte". LOLz.

Please wait for me ^^. And I 'll meet you tonight ne >____<

aka_pie @ 2007-12-14T22:51:00

2007-12-14T16:04:37Z

Ahhhhhhh, I forgot buy Chocolates >____________<

And I can't find it .... i can't find it which looks like his.....>____________<. I wanna get it , lolz

I haven't finished it yettt *omg*